scar tissue / plastic surgery / self esteem
I’m writing to address something that’s been bugging me for over a decade, hoping someone here might have some experience / insight.
When I was young (10 / 11?), I had a traumatic experience where my foreskin got stuck behind the head (too tight) and I needed to have a circumcision.
Ever since, I have had smallish scars and stitch marks, that have left a ring of scars, right where my foreskin was cut.
They don’t cause me pain, but when girls first touch my penis, I can sense (or think I can) them wondering what the texture is. I worry that they will worry that this is an std, or it will affect their enjoyment in bed. I feel less confident when receiving a blow job, for obvious reasons.
Now, ultimately, any girl who ‘really loves me’, a real girlfriend etc etc shouldn’t care about something like that. However, it really takes a toll on my self esteem and confidence in bed. I’m not a player, but would like the opportunity to hook up with a girl without worrying about her comfort level without having to give some unsexy explanation about a late circumcision.
I’m wondering if anybody has had a similar experience and/or had any luck with getting rid of scar tissue / healing / smoothing. Products? Operations?
Much thanks for any technical tips,
5.5 x 4.5 going for 8 x 6 by the time I reach 100
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