Just an update. My symptoms are still pretty much the same, with a slight possible improvement. I pretty much stopped masturbating, which sucks. Every time I cum my glans burns for at least 12 hours. The last time I masturbated was about a week ago. As far as I can tell I have no loss in EQ, no numbness….it almost feels extra sensitive in the glans. Just a constant unsettling feeling in my flaccid pretty much 24/7 that feels like burning. I have been taking a lot of drugs too….and I am emotionally disturbed and suicidal. But, I was fucked up in the head before this happened. I just feel cursed. I’ve been taking my deceased mother’s morphine pretty much everyday and tramadol and clonazepam….and smoking a pack of cigarettes a day….and occasionally smoking small hits of DMT, just hoping it will make me transcend and be more open minded to a positive attitude, but it just makes me feel fear. I’m just a drugged out mess and I am in fear of my future. I understand these things take time but I’m tired of waiting and the longer this shit lingers I am afraid I’m just going to order a funny opioid research chemical. Or if this doesn’t go away in a month I’m definitely going back on heroin as soon a possible. I think im the worst person that this could of happened too. Fuck life and fuck me. Heal bitch….heal motherfucker.
I actually pumped a little…and my glans started stinging….i responded by drinking shots of crown royal to forget about it…it seems to be working. First time I drank booze in about a month. Didn’t watch any football though.
You want to be aware of pain, cause water blisters are not nice…
I was only pumping at 4 mlhg at the time. It seems any kind of stimulation or erection triggers this burning pain. It actually got worse over the first two weeks it happened but has improved over this past week or two. I suspect the nerves started to heal, which caused more pain because the nerves were firing more signals before the myelin sheath was fully repaired. I suspect I crushed some nerves cell bodies and myelin sheaths. These types of injuries take months to heal if your lucky. I may never heal from this quickly unless I find a way to heal and not create further damage. It seems a lot of men who don’t heal from penis nerve damage quickly is because they have sex which causes more damage than masturbation….even gentle masturbation isn’t ideal…but not masturbating at all seems to irritate my injury because my nocturnal erections increase and I sleep on my stomach which probably creates some pressure on the glans. It would be nice if I can find a way to not get any form of erection for a few months. I just masturbate when I need to….but I prefer not to at all.
So these past few days…things are improving. I actually masturbated three days ago because I couldn’t hold it in anymore. But these past few days the pain has definitely improved…I’d say by at least 50%. I didn’t get any excruciating pain after masturbating either. Maybe it is finally healing.
Goal:10.0bpX7.25mseg Building a thicker unit, click by click, pump by pump, jelq by jelq!
Yeah it is good news…it still feels uncomfortable though while flaccid….but at least it is getting better. I just wish I can do PE again one day. That’s been a big worry too, aside from having nerve damage…nerve damage can be permanent if you destroy the nerve completely, but I don’t think I did that. I’ll probably wait a good while if this heals completely before attempting PE again. Lots of worries…this sucks. I never went to a urologist btw. For some reason I don’t believe it will make a difference in my case unless I can find one that specializes in these injuries.
You know firegoat, You and I have been for a long time. You and I have both have had some injuries, but we endured them. Time. Time. Time. Time. Time. Time. etc. Leave things alone, do not stress, take long walks to get blood flowing. Forget about PEing for now, DON”T EVEN THINK ABOUT IT! Be very active, I found that to be real in all cases. Time. Time. Time. Time. Time. Time. etc.
firegoat knows what he post to you he mentioned several times. This guy is a vet, he knows what he is talking about. Leave it alone, LEAVE IT ALONE! let it heal. It will not grow if it is traumatized. Take a break dude.
I’m not even considering ever doing PE until this heals. I was just worried that I’ll never be able to again. Not sure if I ever will do it again actually, unless it completely heals. I may be overstating things, but I feel like I need a miracle. I just feel cursed for some reason because of this.