Please help, about the veiins.
A have messed things up for my self and I would be really thankful if someone please would have some help. As you all know, the veins on the penis gets bigger and more visible (permanently) when jelqing. I had no problems at all with that, I thought that it just looked better than before. But later, when I tried a vacuumpump , I must have used it to hard. My veins now became very big and it didn’t look good at all. Since this were several months ago, and it still looks the same, I guess that this will last.
The veins are very visible, big and blue/purple in flaccid and even bigger and more visible in erection. If I stretch the skin, the veins gets really big and visible. All the veins shows, from the biggest one to the small purple ones (I didn’t even know that I had many of them before). It looks so bad that I can’t use public showers (at the gym etc.) or, in any circumstance, have my penis visible when there are one or more people around (that does of course include women). And when I think about the consequences of this, and that I haven’t even lived 1/3 of my life, it makes me so depressed.
Are there any way to reduce the veins on the penis? Are there any lotion? Any kind of massage or medicine that could help? The only method that I’ve came up with is some kind of surgery. As I understand it, a “girth” surgery involves a new layer of skin –over- the old one. I don’t know if this is true, but that would help in that case. The problem here is that that surgery demands that I cut my foreskin, which is something I don’t want to do because my glans looks very bad (a birhtmark there, what are the odds???), it would look strange. Over 3000 $ are also a problem. I haven’t been jelqing or done any PE exercises (except the kegels) since this happened. I guess jelqing isn’t a good idea after this, it would probably make the veins even bigger?! (horrible thought, the veins would probably be bigger than my penis, grotesque) Or could that possible be a solution, that the veins somehow get pushed back?
I know that “go and see a doctor” is the first advice, but please understand that saying “First I tried to enlarge my penis by my self, than I used a vacuumpump and BOOM, now my penis looks like crap” is pretty far away. Please, throw your wildest ideas at me, I’m really desperate! Anything that might work is really appreciated! I haven’t lost all hope, yet…