Penis Injury Question - Peryonie's Disease Diagnosed
Basically I got Peyronies from rough sex, and met a urologist who told me nothing at all. He seemed very non caring and didn’t even talk to me at all about my condition or didn’t want to give me any comforting words or anything.
So I tried researching my disease and eventually got depressed because everything about it seemed grim.
Eventually I found forums with people managed to fix their problems on their own through penis exercises. I was skeptical when I read they would stretch it like 50 reps or whatever for 30s followed by jelq/bends with something like 50 reps in 3 sets.
I thought that was too extreme - since I don’t know anything about this - but research papers on the subject showed that penis extenders had some effects up to 10-20%.
So I decided to do them VERY lightly and very few reps maybe 10 every other day - I wanted to do something, anything to make me feel like I had the power back. I felt so powerless.
I did these stretched very lightly on and off every other day with no discomfort - maybe a slight soreness at the bend that came and went but it had always been there since I got the condition so I don’t think that’s anything.
Eventually after maybe 20 days I found someone who had the exact same kind of bend as me and how he had manages to correct it after 4 years of stretching and penis hanging and whatnot.
He said the penis would get inflamed and hurt bit you should keep going since it’s the plaque breaking up.
This made sense with the research papers I had read - mind you these were the first things I checked and used as reference when the people doing PE were sharing their experiences.
It seemed consistent with what I found.
So I did a v-stretch basically just a more isolated stretch in both directions where I had the most bend (where the plaque is) and a slight counter bend (very very slightly) I.e a very very slight jelq opposite to the curvature.
I’m very good at sensing pressures strains in my penis at this point so I was very concentrated I just slightly stretched the penis. I was in no discomfort and could feel the area was stretched and the plaque even more so - probably because it’s not as elastic.
I could feel a very slight sting, like I was damaging the plaque since is was isolated in just that area.
I stopped a second after and just did a light massage for a few minutes like playing around with it like I might do otherwise to get some blood in it I even gave it an erection thinking blood flow is good.
1-2 days after I noticed it looked longer and “thicker” when flaccid. Like I had a mini erection - usually it’s just smaller and shrivelled but now it was like I was mini erect.
It looks kind of nice but since it usually isn’t like that this naturally worried me.
The penis also feels more numb, or sore maybe, because I have sensation in it but it feels “worn”. Usually when I “stretch” my penis using my penis base muscles (kegels?) is enough to give me an erection but since my depression medicine this has been reduced and I have to work more for erections.
Now nothing happens after this latest session - it’s just in this mini erect state and doesn’t seem to react when I use my penis muscles now.
This worried me also a lot.
I had a girl over the same day and even if she gave me erections I couldn’t maintain them for long. They came and went and I was very frustrated. It’s like I couldn’t get an erection like it’s just hanging there like some semi erect limp thing.
We lied down and talked while I played with it and eventually I got a good erection and we had sex - we have had sex before so I know how good it could be but now - even if it felt good it felt numb and I had to work harder for my orgasm.
The day after was easier but it still feels like some kind of limp dick.
2-3rd day in thé morning I got an erection when I was relaxed and played around with it - but this limp dick feeling came back after a while and it still feels kind of numb/sore.
The 4th day it was more numb, I was very worried so it could be very psychological - I didn’t manage to get any erections than during the morning and spent the day with a friend to cheer me up.
The 5th day, today, I have managed to get erections easier and I don’t feel as stressed today, it’s still a chore to maintain the erection since I’m still kind of numb and I have to do pumping actions to keep it erect - but the penis doesn’t feel as sore either. I still have to work to get an orgasm - but it feels not as “superficial” I used to feel the orgasm on the tip of my penis but now it feels like it’s the entire penis orgasming.
It seems to be heading in the right direction, I haven’t done any measurements because my goal was to make my penis straight not longer or thicker - so I can’t tell if this has reduced it in size but it “feels” slightly smaller when erect. But then again, that’ not very reliable so I’ll disregard it.
Anyway - does it sound like I’ve injured my penis severely or is this something common? How can I best recover from this?
I haven’t done any stretching or jelqs, but I have regurlarly tried bringing it to erection to keep new blood coming in at regular intervals by kegels and light pumps with my hand (like I usually do to stimulate it),
I have also spent the morning regurlarly heating it with a rice sock to easier make the blood flow in and it has actually helped giving me erections easier.
I am taking vitamin supplements since a few weeks back for the peyronies and I have begun exercising.
Am I on the right track? What kind of injury might I have substained and how long might I recover?
I am meeting a urologist in a few weeks for my peyronies (I complained and he has apologized for his poor service and offered a new booking)
So if this isn’t remedied by then I’ll bring it up - but for now what might have happened? Is it serious? Will it be able to go back to normal and how long do you think it might take?