PE ended up in a horrible way
I started with PE in the beginning of April this year, my thoughts of this were good I thought I would end up with a bigger dick and a healthy one too.
So I started with the newbie routine awared of that high erection jelqing and extremly stretching could cause damage, ofcourse I thought for myself “this is not happening me”.
So I started with it and I had only good thoughts about it after the 4 first sessions as they gave me hard erections and I didn’t notice any problems until the 7th of April. I managed to come through the stretching without any wierd feelings. I started to jelq in 70-80% erection with a maybe too hard grip. I managed to jelq maybe 100 strokes, until I noticed that my dick were going down all the time and I couldn’t get it up. I ended up it that way when suddenly 1 minute later I felt a wierd rush in my penis, suddenly my penis felt numb and it shriveled in and got hard. My thoughts were “what the hell happened there?” ofcourse I got really scared but I tried to calm down. Erection were impossible.
So here I am today, some improvements yes, but this problem is still chasing me today..
Lets start with the positive things.
I can maintain a erection very easy.
I must say that it feels that I have more sensitive today the problem is that I don’t remember how sensitive I were before this happened.
Can time from time feel normal, it’s feels normal now for example.
When i’m in a good mood mental, my penis feels way better.
Exercising and anxiety makes my penis hard. Reading the firm flaccid penis thread here at thunders didn’t make me less worried :) haha
I’m depressed, it was worse for maybe 2-3 weeks ago somehow I have learned to accept the situation.
Skipping all life activitys
Worrying to much about my penis and has almost been a hypocondriac I think. I can’t put other things on my mind, my dick is killing my mind!
Searching for a diagnosis online here on internet have not made the trick.
My glans are not filling up with blood proper, venous leakage?
Have been to several doctors and also a urologist who says I appear normal to them by just staring at my penis and feel a little bit on it.
Guys what do you think physical or mental?
What should I do to get this problem out of my mind, maybe meet a urologist again and do some tests or shall I just forget my problem and let the body take care of everything?