No, I think I am screwed
About two years ago I started doing PE exercises like jelqing and stretching. They worked well for a while, my dick got bigger and my EQ was amazing.
But then one day, I think I overdid it and injured myself. I stopped after I noticed a firm flaccid, those little red spots, no pain, but definitely trouble getting it up.
It has been at least a year since this happened and now, it is hard for me to even get hard, and if I do, it is almost impossible for me to maintain that erection. I had a great sexual relationship with a girl and that totally died after this.
My glans is often cold and numb to the touch, and there are all these little white spots on it after my erection goes down, like not enough blood is getting to it. It’s difficult to describe but it is like what your hand looks like after cutting off the circulation and there are a bunch of little white spots.
As well, I have two red spots on the very tip of my glans on either side of the tip of the urethra which don’t seem to go away.
Recently I have been doing solely hot towel wraps and things have been getting better, but it is still not nearly as good as it used to be. I have come here to get some experienced advice on what happened. Venous leak? Spongy tissue damage? Stretching injury? Blockage? I have almost no idea. Does anyone have any input or advice on what I did or what I can do to improve the situation? I am over the being scared part of it as I realize that will do no good, but still, I am kind of desperate.
P.S. I am 21 years old.