Clamping Injury I know you love them. . .
Hey guys unfortunately this is my first post (Injury forum isn’t a good start) I’ve always been a lurker to be completely honest I’d just feel a bit uncomfortable chatting about this stuff. I’ll introduce myself as piqw I’ve been p.eing for a couple of years on/off, always enjoyed it progressing in anyway is always a good thing. Always been really into the site. Great information/advice, has a BIG influence on peoples lives. So here is the problem about six months back I was doing heavy heavy clamping sessions. My penis was exhausted and looking back on it needed rest. During this time I hooked up with a girl I had just finished a tough clamping session the night before but I was so excited I didn’t give it the rest I usually would. When with the girl I couldn’t get a decent erection, and she yanked it a bit too hard whilst trying to make me hard. Sort of a *sigh* I give up yank, my penis just died after that.
For the first few months I could get a 50% erection at best now my erections are very inconsistent, I have had some strong ones, but overall they don’t feel right I’d say a very slight improvement at best, what’s weird as well is that I found I got stronger erections the second time I would masturbate in a night. I find it difficult to get hard and morning wood is pretty much non-existent also very weak, I don’t get random erections anymore. I’ve gotten extremely worried and depressed about this feel I’ve accepted it a bit more now but it’s still easy to get down about it. I’m not confident enough with my erections to be with a woman and as a result I’ve lost all the confidence and well my libido. I’ve been to the doctor and urologist but left the clamping side of things out so I got the whole ‘you’ll be fine’ speech. The urologist gave me some 50mg Sildenafil tablets thinking it was a psychological thing, they made little difference except my flaccid did get more plump for a short period of time.
What bothers me the most is the pain I experience, it’s very strange. I didn’t experience the pain straight away it came through forced masturbation when my penis was weak. Basically masturbating because I was panicking. I sometimes experience a shooting pain in my b.c muscle and it usually feels very weak, I also experience tingling pain at the base of my penis/testicles on the left side sort of like toothache or an internal bruise and I also have pain which runs from the left side of my pubic region up into my abdomen sometimes it becomes a shooting pain. I’ve stopped p.eing I’ve not done any since the injury. It not crippling pain it’s just always there, when I experience a shooting pain which isn’t very often thats sore.
I’m not going to complain about what’s happened to me I don’t want sympathy, I knew the risks I just got a bit over zealous. Even writing this makes me feel much better about the situation. Anyway I’m here for advice/help, for a way to talk about this frustrating time and to maybe open some peoples eyes about the risks and importance of negative indictors when p.eing. The longest I’ve went in attempting to rest has been 1 week, let me tell you not masturbating is a crazy habit to break. I’m currently into my third week of a 6-7 week rest period at the end of which I have my follow up appointment with the urologist; if it doesn’t improve I tell him everything.
I’m currently taking the following supplements: Green tea, a multi-vitamin, vitamin B-complex, Flax seed oil (omegas 3,6 and 9) and I’ve ordered ginkgo biloba. I think I need to take to the rest, otherwise injuries will never have time to heal, like picking a scab. Secondly I think panicking and forcing masturbation made things worse perhaps a small injury became a big one maybe my body over compensated and more problems arose, I really don’t know. In terms of health I’m in very good shape, I’m currently not exercising at all because I think it has been making things worse (3 days since I last trained). I have no idea what’s going on it could be damaged blood vessels coupled with nerve damage maybe I have ligament damage too. It’s a very real possibility I have permanently damaged my penis and It’s a very difficult thing to deal with especially when I’m only 20 years old but it’s a result of my own actions, I have to live with whatever happens, I’m not completely out of hope yet rest is a new avenue to explore. I really like the Albert Einstein quote “Insanity is trying the same thing over and over again and expecting different results” makes sense.
I wanted to know if pain is associated with erectile dysfunction? My thinking is that if there’s pain there’s an injury if the pain gets better then the injury goes away. Before this rest period started things had gotten a bit better (the pain was still there) so I started attempting to build up my stamina by masturbating for an hour at a time, so I was able to hold an erection for an hour at a time not that long ago. I did go from have weak erections for an hour to having strong ones for an hour. At that point my next goal was edging but I could never get it, that push wasn’t there. Then little piqw just died again. After reading through this it sounds like things start to get better and I make them a thousand time worse. I’m so confused! Am I doing the right thing am I not?
Thanks for taking the time to read this, Much appreciated guys.
Last edited by piqw : 05-03-2011 at .