Been a while since I last updated, so here it goes.
Recovery has been very slow, with a few set backs. The set backs I’ve been having are wet dreams. I’ve had 3 this last week, 2 of which happened last night. A few interesting things to note, though. First of all, the first wet dream wasn’t exactly a wet dream, I seemed to have a dry orgasm. Then I went back to sleep and then actually had a wet dream, but with a very small load. Then I got out of bed to clean up and noticed that my dick was more engorged with blood than I had ever seen it since I was like 12. Like, all the veins were popping out, the head was huge, all great signs except that the EQ didn’t feel very good. By this I mean that even though it was crazy engorged, it still felt weak, probably because the BC is still strained and just got restrained from ejaculation.
Aside from this, I also have Hard Flaccid. Its gotten to the point where I mostly get it exclusively when standing up, and also relieves while urinating.
My routine consists mostly of happy baby pose and garland pose with RKs 3 times a day since hindu squats havent been too kind on my knees. Should I start doing RKs while standing up now without being in a yoga pose so that I encourage the PF to relax when just standing at rest? Or even while walking? Or is that just a silly idea? Also, I stopped doing leg day at the gym because I didn’t want to further strain myself, but since its almost been a month now, would it be OK to start doing weighted squats and dead lifts again? My leg muscles are getting smaller as we speak :(